Okay, could you explain this to me please
I walked in on my feet, how did I end up on my knees
You went and took myself away from me
Or maybe I just wasn't sure enough of who to be

  I lost myself
  I don't know where
  I turned around
  I wasn't there
  I hate my life
  It's all a lie
  I don't know why

I went to church and smoked a cigarette
I tried a lot of stupid things that I had not done yet
I ate some acid, spent the day in bed
But I could not forget the things, the nasty things you said

  I lost myself
  I don't know where
  I turned around
  I wasn't there
  I hate my life
  It's all a lie
  I don't know why

You filled up wasted years with wasted time
Thinking of me as a challenge or a mountain you could climb
And when you finally made it to the top
You had to keep on going cause you don't know when to stop

  I lost myself
  I don't know where
  I turned around
  I wasn't there
  I hate my life
  It's all a lie
  I don't know why
  I don't know why